Whew, adoption
is such a roller coaster ride!! So, we had a fabulous summer as far as
movement is concerned and between July and August we moved 25 places!
Then rainy season hit...and between September and October we only moved 1
place! Crazy. We are #53 on the list and we continue to wait not having any idea when we will
be matched. The unknown is really the hardest part. I have a million
questions and think and dream about her constantly! I wonder is she
already here? What does she look like? Does she like to cuddle? Is she a good
eater/sleeper? Is there someone who kisses away her tears, holds her
close when she is afraid and tucks her in at night? If she's still in
her mother's womb I wonder how her mom is feeling? What is her family
situation like? And we pray for her precious mom whatever the situation
will be.
However, it is so sweet to be able to rest in the One who
knows all of the answers! He not only knows but He cares deeply about
her. About her mom. About us. "Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the
days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came
to be. How precious to me are your thoughts, God! How vast the sum of
them!" psalm 139:16-17. Thankful for this Truth that gives great hope in
a difficult time.
Praying for an active month!
